Well Crap...
I gained two pounds this week. Before I left to help out on the High Ideals Weekend, I was down three--and then I went a little overboard. I ate a lot of breakfast at the buffet. Eggs, hasbrowns, sausage, and bacon were a favorite of mine--both days. Not only that, but I enjoyed some pizza and some barbeque. Thank God I only gained two pounds total during the week.
The next step towards my success is coming up with an exercise plan. I like to exercise. I really do. I just need to get into the habit of it. That's the hardest part. Making it a habit. I guess I make it a habit to log everything I eat on weightwatchers.com, so I should be able to make exercise a habit.
It would be nice to be another 15 pounds down in time for Barrister's Ball (aka Law Prom). My suit would fit a little better than what it is now. I'll have to focus on that in the mean time.
The worst part of dieting is the cost of food. Eating healthy is pricey. My grandma knows this fact, and to help me out, she sent me $200. My grandpa and her are awesome. That is going to help me out so much, especially considering how tight money is now.
On that note, this isn't 100% weight related, but it is. Money is tight. My credit card debt is kicking my butt, and so is the possibility of flying home to watch my brother wrestle at state. Couple that in with my new diet, and my funds are low. Therefore, I'm not going out a lot. So if you think I am being antisocial, I'm not. I'm just being fiscally responsible and living healthfully.
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my story on my struggle to change my life
For those of you reading this, today is the first day of the rest of my life. I truly and sincerely hope that is true. I am extremely overweight. It's time to get rid of that weight. It's unhealthy, it's expensive, and it is unsightly to me and to you. I have set a lofty lofty goal for myself. I want to lose 150 pounds over the next two years. Yeah, that's right. One hundred and fifty pounds. It is possible, and even if I lose that much, there will still be a substantial part of me.
For those of you who get uncomfortable about talking about weight issues, you maybe shouldn't stay here too long. I'm probably going to be really hard on myself at times and say things about myself that could make you feel uncomfortable. Please don't respond and tell me the things I'm saying aren't true. I'm going to use this space to motivate myself and therapize myself. If you have motivating words to say, or want to give funny reactions, or if you want to cuss me out, go ahead. Just don't tell me the things I'm saying are mean to myself. I'm now at my high (low, really) point, and it is time to make a change.It is time to start over.It was really easy putting the weight on. It's going to be a monumental challenge taking it off. This will be the Mount Everest of my life. It's time to prepare and focus on this goal.
I will succeed.
1 comment:
man, i hear ya on the debt, that shit is depressing! makes you wonder what the fuck you are doing. Keep giving that diet hell though!
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