Off the Wagon

So, I'm off the wagon. I have been almost this whole week. I've been eating healthy foods, just large quantities of them. I don't know what caused this, but if I had to guess, I would suppose it would be the stress of the brief being due and the going home and all that. Who knows.

If I want to be successful, I need to quit this. I can. I will.

On a more positive note, a year ago, when I had not become committed to become a healthier and better person, I would have been completely gone off the wagon. I would have been eating McDonald's and ordering pizza. I was tempted to this weekend. I had acutually picked out what pizza I was going to order, but I resisted. I didn't want to mess this up. Although it seems like a small sacrifice, it really was a huge step toward succeeding at my goal. I'm not going to be deterred. And if I am going to binge, it's going to be on healthy food. That has to be better.

Tomorrow, I start exercising. I'm going to go to the gym, or I am simply going to walk. It all depends on when I wake up. But I am going to do it. That is the most important thing, and it should help things out.

150 pounds is still my goal. I can really do this. I've reached a pothole in the road, but I refuse to let it become a cliff that I just jump off of. I'm going to keep going. It will get me a tattoo, but it will also get me a better life. I can picture it now and I am excited.